This Post kind of comes with a pressure that its been long that I posted something new.
As the title suggests this is my 18th Day at work. First thing everybody has been asking me,"So are you happy with your work?, satisfied?" As if everybody wants me to say a 'no' , so that ateast they find one person who has the guts to say the ultimate truth. But thats my take on it may be they don't at all mean this.
so finally how do I really feel working?
Yah its fine. I do enjoy working but I also do not enjoy it at times, like when I have to wake up alone at my hostel to finish my morning chores before going to office, when all my mates are snoring hard. I hate it when I for a long period of time do not get to see the beautifully lazy evenings at CIE, sitting on the tank with my friends. And so many other times.
So when do I like Work? I like it when my ever so sweet and accomodating Boss likes somethings I do. When my colleagues (only a few) make an effort to understand my world, though they do not agree with everything but for sure they do not dump it as trash. I also love it when I feel responsible and important.
But yah I hate it when I end up in mistakes and very recently I behaved very careless. But then that much happens with everyone.
What is my biggest concern, how long will I be able to sustain myself in this, without getting bored?
how long will I e able to survive with this uni dimensional life, where nothing else seems to exist but work?
how long will I be able to live without ACADEMICS?
and there all my hopes crash....can you hear them falling down..all dhadaaam ...dhuuuuuuuum
Lets see!
P.S-now I understand people like Mizfit, who ever so fervently post on blogs regularly. Sad to admit but this seems to be the only way out. (atleast to me right now)
18 comments:
hey! I'm glad to see you are still kicking. It sounds like your job is time consuming. The trouble with boredom is it makes the day soooo long.
18th day at work ...you count your days ? when I started to work. I didn't count...days just passed by...careless mistakes ? you are not alone ...join the club !!!
Cheers !
hey thanks prash u make me feel comfortable.
n l>t i know but its not boredom but its too much of work n an indecision of where to start that bugs me.
everybody makes mistakes. F**k those other perfect people.
Take it from the tart, just smile alot & let the bad stuff roll off your back like water off a duck.
u're doin fine and hey u know what for all the stupid silly little things they make u do they're gonna pay u no matter how less that is
isnt that a silver lining now ?
Do you remember this song...
a very nice combination of Jaydev and Rafi..
Main Zindagi ka sath nivhata Chala gaya...
Har fikra ko dhuen main udata chala gaya…
yah i know. thanks all. that song does give some hope
best thing abt working comes on the last day of the month :)Thats what makes us put up with the rest of it!
n today luckily being that fortunate day. yippie!
Welcome to the REAL world, Runa. Life is a perennial grind. College days are the best days that anyone has...those days never come back and the only things that come back are sweet memories!
The party continues endlessly for people like me
i dont even know why u r even considering gettin back to acads....it doesnt even pay
hummm. thats the prob na we all want wat we don have
what kind of academics are you talking about. Do you want to become english teacher in a primary school?
helo chandan...I am talking about My research plans if u did not know...there is moer to advertising than teaching in a primary school
sorry i meant academics instead of advertising. you can already see the effects of work here.
thanks for sharing....
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