Sunday, January 11, 2009

Conversations...

UG came over the last thursday to my house...it was a nice night of conversations and revealations. On second thoughts, conversations ofter lead to the latter. For me, it lead to a lot of re-revealations of me...

1. For me 'I' is very important, much much more than I have seen it in anyone around me.
2. I have lived alone for far too long and I guard my space like a treasure. Sometimes, accomodating people in it is a pain.
3. I realized people who enter my realm are only those whom I allow, that too very restrictively. 
4. I have a conscious habit of being extra careful while placing two words next to each other....many times it shows. But most times it looks beautiful as well.
5. I was reminded of my mother's teaching once again, "never say or do things consciously to hurt others..."
6. I can be a good listener when I want to be. 
7. I can choose to keep the real me hidden for a very long time, till I feel the need to or otherwise.
8. I love talking  to UG.
9. I adore the way serendipiduous writes and I love its content too.
10. I am a snob in my own way.
11. I wish to write more.
12. The world is much much more that I ever could anticipate in my dreams.
13. I am so thankful to Tukun da for those times when he read the endless pages my register and corrected me.
14. I love him otherwise as well.

All these and much more. But thoughts as with anything else is temporal....so I could feel just something altogether different in another such nights where we talk...

4 comments:

Unknown said...

what the hell is a re-revelation....u had the same revelations before also!!!.....deja fucking vu man!!!!!!

Runa said...

yes...I knew all of this about me...but speaking the whole night on Thursday...all these came up again...if you see what I mean.

Siddharth Tripathy said...

This is the course, till mortal survival for sure

Runa said...

that sure is...