Conversations...

UG came over the last thursday to my house...it was a nice night of conversations and revealations. On second thoughts, conversations ofter lead to the latter. For me, it lead to a lot of re-revealations of me...

1. For me 'I' is very important, much much more than I have seen it in anyone around me.

2. I have lived alone for far too long and I guard my space like a treasure. Sometimes, accomodating people in it is a pain.

3. I realized people who enter my realm are only those whom I allow, that too very restrictively. 

4. I have a conscious habit of being extra careful while placing two words next to each other....many times it shows. But most times it looks beautiful as well.

5. I was reminded of my mother's teaching once again, "never say or do things consciously to hurt others..."

6. I can be a good listener when I want to be. 

7. I can choose to keep the real me hidden for a very long time, till I feel the need to or otherwise.

8. I love talking  to UG.

9. I adore the way serendipiduous writes and I love its content too.

10. I am a snob in my own way.

11. I wish to write more.

12. The world is much much more that I ever could anticipate in my dreams.

13. I am so thankful to Tukun da for those times when he read the endless pages my register and corrected me.

14. I love him otherwise as well.

All these and much more. But thoughts as with anything else is temporal....so I could feel just something altogether different in another such nights where we talk...