Monday, December 05, 2005

Do I or Don't I ?

The night filled with the smell of bitter almonds, and the smoke which always reminded me of you. Could you too have thought of me now when I think and write about a love unspoken? Could you too sense my presence with every rustle the wind makes with the curtains?
Could you too remember me once with the folds on your bed sheet..?
Marichiko in a whirlwind of such thoughts travels distances that the red smoke cannot at this moment. Locked in this frame she, the smoke struggles hard to get out of this four walls of the frame, to reach to her lover...But does Smoke has what Marichiko does not...A Lover?
Perhaps both in the mists of their unforgotten pasts search for things that once belonged to them. Nights which they walked in the rain with their love....
perhaps nothing more...

10 comments:

Siddharth said...

Was trying to post a comment on your latest.
The page eludes.

Nothing special.
Just dreamt of you last night in regards to your dissertation.

I think the topic is just fine.
I would be waiting for you to embark.

As such I dont have any academic groundings and that is why most of my logics are self centered, and in this particular case, the case of a modern nation state, I just have a feeling thats congruent to yours.

awaiting to read Memories of my melancholy whores.

by the way a question for you to ponder and answer yourself.

Have you ever felt, in the strictest sense, that you are a leftist or a rightist.
keep writing.
I was just daydreaming when do I have enough money that I buy you a laptop.
love
tukun da

wasted said...

by the way when I got these job offers I too dreamt of buying you a lap top, infact I dreamt that I ve already bought you one...
Rightist/leftist is the arena that still awaits my arrival...

wasted said...

by the way when I got these job offers I too dreamt of buying you a lap top, infact I dreamt that I ve already bought you one...
Rightist/leftist is the arena that still awaits my arrival...

L>T said...

I always feel the voyeur when reading thes sorts of things.
(((blush)))
but is lovely, i have to say.
Marichiko? a real person?

wasted said...

no She is just an imaginary being,its an oriya word by the way

L>T said...

my dictionarys seem to contain only western definitions. I will go to the internet for info. & report back.
Chow!

Träum said...

What are u trying to align the smoke here with? Its funny, because, I always get into this emotional state whenever i see smoke - thinking of good old days.

L>T said...

Marichiko- a persona of Kenneth Rexroth,etc... That was interesting to look up.

Oriya- language of the Orissa (forgot to write that word down, could be wrong, but I got the gist)

One question- how are Oriya & marchiko connected? Or why did Rexroth use a Oriya word?

wasted said...

ok I guess m late in replying to that, yet have no answer to your question...but will let you know as soon as I can

wanda1234 said...

thanks for sharing....


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