I Don't know...

Sometimes, its very difficult to realize why you are feeling the way you are. There is no justification. In the sense, the recent past events have nothing happening in it to explain your present emotion or the way you feel. Last night, I had a wonderful time with friends, who selflessly indulge me, and yet the morning made me sad. Waking up today, I had this empty feeling in my heart, so empty that it aches of nothingness. 

Hollow,

every morning,

the world becomes a vacuum 

and my heart sucks into the emptiness.

Delighted, it sings songs of misery

Relishes every drop of sad melody

till it can take no more...

no more of what I see

cracked-up faces smiling, false smiles

Social niceties traumatize me

and I see them basking in it

I feel lonely and alienated

Is this how it was supposed to be?

I was supposed to live a happy life

and not get sucked and consumed

by the rest...